Something About Babies

ever had those weeks full of doubt

full of confusion

full of wondering why everyone else is "getting it"

and your . just. not.

that was my week.

don't freak out people at home

i haven't lost my faith

i haven't lost my desire to go to Africa and at least attempt to change...something.

every wednesday afternoon we play with pieces of pipe, drills, hacksaws, nails, knives, wood to make sand water filters and pumps and sinks out of cement.

wednesday afternoons make me feel a little less useless and a little more equipped to DO something.

i do have faith

and drive

and joy

i get "it"

im trying not to whinge. i just couldnt write about how I was dancing on the mountain tops of faith and belief and joy when...im not